Beautiful !!!
I couldnt contain the overwhelming thump of my heart when I came so close to him. I admired him from a distance all this time - never once crossing the boundaries I set up for myself. And to come so close to him - chance again - is just beyond words.
I could never bear him to look upon me - I think I just dont deserve a glance from him - He is just so beautiful. I feel so small... so pathetically inferior to him that I just want to bury myself before I could ever show myself and today ------ I stood so close to him... my world was spinning around me... my heart beat was elevated to the level that it could burst.... God knows how much effort it took just to stand there.
I'm still so cold.... so dampened by these emotions - I dont even know what they are.
What is this....
What is this.... Why does my heart flutter so much at just the thought of him. Since the day I saw him - he is not constantly on my mind - but he's never off the grid. I pray to God at every thought of him - to not let me face him. I love being a spectator to him as long as he doesnt know my existence. Is this what admiration is???? may be ... Am I a secret admirer? yeah may be... yet I make every effort to never cross paths with him. Sometimes I get lucky to just watch him from a distance - oh I could just sit and stare for an eternity if thats possible!
I'm still dazed - it was an hour ago... I'm still smiling... What is this....
I run away from the sheer thought of ever coming face to face with him - I may never utter a word. I still pray to God - fervently - never to cross our paths - I dont want him to ever know about my existence at all... but no thanks to chance - I got introducted to him. Something I was dreading since the moment I first saw him and it happens now... I pray to God that this be the last that we ever meet. This be the last ever we utter a word to each other.
You're right... I'm still dazed and I'm still smiling!!!
I couldnt contain the overwhelming thump of my heart when I came so close to him. I admired him from a distance all this time - never once crossing the boundaries I set up for myself. And to come so close to him - chance again - is just beyond words.
I could never bear him to look upon me - I think I just dont deserve a glance from him - He is just so beautiful. I feel so small... so pathetically inferior to him that I just want to bury myself before I could ever show myself and today ------ I stood so close to him... my world was spinning around me... my heart beat was elevated to the level that it could burst.... God knows how much effort it took just to stand there.
I'm still so cold.... so dampened by these emotions - I dont even know what they are.
What is this....
What is this.... Why does my heart flutter so much at just the thought of him. Since the day I saw him - he is not constantly on my mind - but he's never off the grid. I pray to God at every thought of him - to not let me face him. I love being a spectator to him as long as he doesnt know my existence. Is this what admiration is???? may be ... Am I a secret admirer? yeah may be... yet I make every effort to never cross paths with him. Sometimes I get lucky to just watch him from a distance - oh I could just sit and stare for an eternity if thats possible!
I'm still dazed - it was an hour ago... I'm still smiling... What is this....
I run away from the sheer thought of ever coming face to face with him - I may never utter a word. I still pray to God - fervently - never to cross our paths - I dont want him to ever know about my existence at all... but no thanks to chance - I got introducted to him. Something I was dreading since the moment I first saw him and it happens now... I pray to God that this be the last that we ever meet. This be the last ever we utter a word to each other.
You're right... I'm still dazed and I'm still smiling!!!
